Aus - Vorbei - 終り

I knew the day would come. I didn't know it would be that fast. 7 months of great pleasure, emotional storms and friendship has ended.
I am sitting now in my new home in Germany, student life has me back. I miss the blue sky of Tokyo, the colorful dressed people and their kindness. Everything has lost its color here, it's so gray, dark..

If I am happy now? I don't know. My daily life is full of flashbacks, Tokyo's memories are in my mind, all the time. They follow me wherever I go, whatever I do. I am grateful for all these great moments, but sometimes I wish I could forget them. It is so difficult to be enthusiastic about my german life and find the power to continue..